Forgiveness.
Sounds easy.
Easy to ask,
Easy to forgive.
Often we forget,
Forgiveness is the release of anger,
But it does not mean reconciliation.
Forgetting.
Is not possible.
It is notoriously difficult.
It takes time, it takes enough courage.
But honestly sayin'
Do we really forgive & forget?
Do we really able to?
God knows.
Empty.
Emptiness kill my sanity.
Suffocates.
Drown in a pool of tears.
Every single breathe, every single day.
Hopeless.
Hope is hurt.
Hope just a hope. Be careful, it kills.
Fear.
Lights surrounded can't defeat the darkness,
That trapped me in.
Ache.
I can feel the pain.
Slowly venturing in every single veins in me.
Give up.
Afraid of death,
Yet I have no urge to keep going.
Lost.
Not even a single path I took,
Does not leave scars and tragic.
Me.
Who?
I don't know this girl anymore.
Even if I meet me, I'd hate me.
Updated: Jan 31, 2020
Love.
What do people always think about love?
A happy ending.
Actually, love is not what we get at the very end of what we call effort.
Love is a process, a journey.
Process of learning and accepting the strength and weaknesses,
Process of differentiate the good and the bad,
Long-run plans and strategies, in order to reach the destination,
That give us endless of happiness and lessons.
The pathway to the destination,
That's what we call, love.
The existence of two pure souls,
Full of loves, ain't enough.
It requires blood, sweat and tears for two souls to actually build the pathway.
Remember,
When your love life gets hard,
Put less focus on where its heading,
But embrace every single steps taken on the pathway,
That you will get what it deserves and what it worth, to you.
